Scoop is a good movie. Really. Apart from the fact that i predicted the genre wrongly. hahaha. it isnt a chick flick nor a mystery film. more of a cynical humour rules the world comedy. Thanks for helping me destress pj!

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I sat here for quite a long time. The sky outside is hazy, result of some irresponsible acts of retarded idiots. just had to put them down somehow. The tv outside my room is just droning on, yet im not taking in a single word. the song played on my itunes brought some tears to my eyes. Going away to college. that is indeed a special song to me, not just because of the lyrics or title, but also because the thing that it signifies. A regret. it really is. and how much more helpless can we get? only my bandmates will understand this i guess. i just hope we get to perform together again someday.

i need a drink. its slightly more than 2 weeks to the life and death match between us and the exams. i'm still fucking unprepared. it doesnt feel good. haha. fuck the irony. while i think that i lived my jc life the way i wanted to, i still find myself mumbling "i shud have worked harder earlier".

To everyone out there who is studying, fuck u. haha. just kidding. work hard aight? leave no regrets in this aspect and you will feel happier studying. and being the hedonistic baboonistic creature i usually am, let me remind you that your body is not a bloody machine. so give it a break once in a while.

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haha. my apologies if any of you read my blog and was traumatised by the huge photo of debbie. of course i suspect that if a particular classmate of mine read the entry he would have kept looking at it. oh, actually no need lah i sent him the photo alr.

GP today was wtf. the nj paper is really quite gay, especially the compre. I felt like i didnt know what the writer was talking about and as a result i didnt know what i was writing about in the AQ. But i guess it was a good experience.

i dont know if i should continue going to school for the revision timetable. it's not really worth the travelling time and i end up getting myself pissed off at things or the state of things. sometimes i dont know what to say. i can't flare up at you either. aiya my fault lah my fault lah. why am i letting this affect my studying mood. maybe its jz that mugging makes me /angsty.

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Yesterday was the last day of official school. Tennis with my classmates was fun. Netball was super exciting too! haha That's debbie in her attempt as doing a slam dunk. GP consultation was extremely funny. It led me to conclude that my train of thought is linear, and that is supposedly bad for GP because we need to show a multiprong argument. But nonetheless, i am thankful to miss vee for taking time to try and enlighten us. Class lunch at pizzahut. The "Murderer" version of polarbear was rather sian at the beginning but as we removed the detective element from the game it became much more interesting and challenging. It showed us who were the ones that were bad at lying and who were the pros *ahem* *daniel* *ahem* Haha. I love this game because it reminds me of the times i played it with 1705. Kinda strange isnt it? I started my jc life playing this game and ended it playing this game too. But it's really fun. you should try it. there are so many nice photos to put here but im too busy to upload them. shall put them up when im taking a break from studying.

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Life is imba. And dont bother rebutting me about that. Because no matter how convincing you may be, i won't be convinced. Time in RJC is coming to an end soon, as the last week of official school draws to a close. /emo. right.

Shawnlee was right. He still is. But i'm not complaining. Being the bottom 3% of the raffles family again has its share of excitement. A sadistic one of knowing that it will be a very exciting journey to climb back up to where we wanna be. okay. realistically we cant be the top 3%. Let's just go for the top 30% spot. It's time i guess. 

polyphasic sleep is detrimental to my ability to process my thoughts. sometimes i do dumbfuckedup actions that make me bewildered afterwards. and although i tried to revert to monophasic sleep, the maximum i could last was 4hours of sleep, waking up about 3 times in between. great. 10%luck, 20%skill, 15%concentrated power of will. 5% pleasure, 50% pain. and a 100% reason to quit the game. right. left. right.

I feel like putting some of the videos and pictures that i took of some of my classmates here but i've relinquished my internet access at home so too bad that'll have to wait. 

 

i feel haunted by my own karma 

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